I want to blog.
I`m feeling depressed? nah not depressed.
im still happy, I don`t know what this feeling is called.but there are signs. Jeez. Lots & lots of signs.
dreams of stuff.
haih if god just wants me to not be or talk or like him, then i should probably stop having these dreams too.


jeez, I actually thought that sumthin cud`ve happened.

like ben always says
wud`ve, cud`ve, shuld`ve;but didn`t.


i hate it when he makes sense.


& One month without talkin, jeez that`s bad bad.
I think its already more then one month.
RAWR larh.
big time rawr.



only thing that cheer`s me up now is school.
at least can forget bout the bad nightmares rite.

Sleeping has ALWAYS been my most favourite time of the day.
i guess not anymore.

there hv been like waht? at least 5 dreams of the same person?

HIM


yeah him, as if one month alone ain`t enuf for me to forget him.





& now photobucket is being so gay to me.






& Im currently downloading the new version of msn.

lagi lagi lag.

i wonder if this is actually the new version of msn or no.
cuz im always outdated in these kinda things.
The only one from the gang is probaby liann.

LOL.














& oh heck yeah. LOL is so addictive.
No kidding, it just is.
I can be depressed for all I care, but the LOL word always has to be there.





& yeah.
i fulfilled my duty.
i blogged.
so shuld u dumbys la
Its very boring u know, knowing that the only blog ure gonna read is ures.
LOL.

yeah u ppl.
2 of u guys.
GO friggin blog.








Oh yeah, Happy birthday mandeep.


Chelsea drew,
Man u drew,
Liverpool drew,
Arsenal won.

OH Life is good. real good :D

I had the urge to blog.
then suddenly I didn`t want to blog no more
so i closed the tab.
then i wanted to blog again...
so here i am :D

so sad larh.
mayyi`s piano results didn`t come out.
apa niee, I want to know.
I`m like tensed up over here too.
Plurking all about mayyi`s result.
haha







so babited


oh, & i`ve decided.
"i want a guy who smiles like walcott,
has a body like edward cullen.
& whose height is like bendtners [ the arsenal player just in case you didnt know]"










& no shira & zhe hou & liann
"i dont want a guy who smiles like the joker,
& not someone who has the height of rahiman"


that would just be very very gay.
ewww larh.
lol








oh & just for the world to know
hock pin is gay & i`ve tried going a no talkin to hock pin day; it doesn`t work.
lol
seriously gay larh.
i was drinking chocolate milk in class just now while doing my bm homework.
& then al of a sudden hock pin comes & pushes my hand, & all the chocolate milk splurts all over lianns table, & My uniform.
As if the line on my shirt wasn`t obscene enuf, he goes & make it look as if there were chicken pox on my shirt.

babeng betul larh.

my friends, ganas ganas.





aiyah, i lazy to blog d.
im gonan study
this has just wasted ALOT ALOT of my time.

toodles.

oh & MUST sign out of plurk as well
:(

rawr

party-ing before exam`s. yeah cuz that`s what we do best

so yeah, yee chia invited the gang plus eugene & chee sun to her house.
for mooncake get together :D

& the best part was that the next day we were having our gerak gempur maths & bm papers.

super chun






* me & the breezeyh *






& for the first time. yes FIRST TIME. i wasn`t the last to arrive.

i call that cool cool.

lol normally im ALWAYS the last one to arrive at any event.

haha event sounds so mature.







* darling bff`s *




so yeah, when i got there. mayyi was playing the piano as usual

lol, that girl got serious mental problem larh.
anywhere she goes, for sure you can see her with the babi ass piano.


& then we started the usual routine; camwhoring

i have a feeling i might die without a camera.

seriously die :c







* the greeny`s & the whitey`s *





& after that ben, hock pin & yee chia started playing this game on her playstation.

very weirdly fun kinda game.

I don`t know how to explain it, that`s how weird it is.



there were parts where ben & hock pin had to shake their asses.

:D


but langsung tak sexy.


i think ben was the best larh. Hock Pin had no strategy planned & yee chia, can`t blame her. She`s a girl. So, "guys ada more stamina" LoL..



& we also played a dare game

more likely only ben kena.

after that all chickened out & din wanna play d.


ben`s dare was to put make up all over his face.

once in a life time chance haha





* very very unhandsometed girl *


& the next one who kena-ed was me & hock pin. but fortunately we didn`t have to do the dare.
we both had to walk in heels.
steph thouught about that.
haha pandai punya perempuan.
sooo, well the reason we din end up doing the dare?
jeng jeng jeng.....


hock pin`s feet were too gigantic.



after that everyone got bored & we ended up camwhoring & listening to liann`s ipod.















*the boo-er, the pianist, & the Not Mrs Torres people *






























ima go study now. I need luck.

I just fnished piano classes with Miss Apple.
& mayyi, You did not give me my piano score back.
cannot play applogise :(

I think im starting to get used to her.
maybe even like her
:/
she`s not that bad larh i guess.
i guess i din really like her cuz I was missing Miss Lim too mucho mucho






stuck with the titanic book. LOL



& mayyi said I`m right.

lol, cool larh. Cuz that`s a first.


"and nirmal is right ( for like the very first time)
we're like a bunch of devils when hell breaks lose!"






our camwhoring sessions are soo cool.
Well, I kinda try to study in school.
but that ALWAYS fails.

we always end up taking pictures or laughing our asses off or sumthin.


pshh larh.
im bored tah death at the moment.
somebody should motivate me to go study.

Iwanttostudy.IHAVEtostudy.

sadly.IHAVENOMOODTOSTUDY.





*fabby darling*



Before piano class, i was online.
after piano class, I am still online

bangang gilerrr.







*the four babicacatlamepeople*



& im guessing I`m gonna spend the rest off the night sitting my ass infront of the computer.

I have NO social life larh.



LMAO.






*groupie*



& my computer is being very laggy lately.

too many pictures off random shits.
























*shira babe & nemo darling :D*




plurk
is honestly taking ALOT of my time.
My studying time ;D
Whole day on plurk, or on msn.
& then there`s friendster,myspace,facebook & the hotmail inbox.

no time to log in to any of these websites.
seriously no time.
it doesn`t seem like im chatting the whole day.
but that`s kinda like the face :(



I still haven`t done Prema`s essays :(
babi giler.
how to do? so many distractions.

& omg i just had this feeling to call mayyi
& she called me
talk about soul sisters :D

rawr fools.

HAHA.


Life sucks.


PMR in another 31 more days. pshh larh.


time has honestly flown by so fast like you don`t even know it.


babi sialted.


& I haven`t even started studying.

this is really worrying me. :(







On the brighter side. jivan just finished his UPSR.dang lucky boy.
i remember on the day we finished ours, we had this "party" at mayyi`s house.

with me,mayyi,liann,steph,tharshinne,vinoth,thevaraj,&eswaran if im not mistaken.
3 years back. ALOT has changed.


__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
nirmalpreetkaurgilamonkeydonkeybabi LOL.








I want to go to form 4. but then, I don`t want to go to form 4 as well.
it`s sad. it`s like there might not be "the gang"no more.

it`s like everyone`s gonna move.
i feel sad :(
real sad.
im even gonna miss the form 5`s.
school was really fun with them being there.
& they`re gonna be gone next year.
real surprising how life moves that way .

& on top of that, I might have to move to Sri Aman or sumthin.
DON`T WANT!

seriously. I cannot imagine being in a all-girls-school

pure yuckiness.
I mean what if i turn into a lesbian?

haha okayh that was random.

I can get pretty wild at times, but what if they`re so nice & goody goody.






Steph might be moving as well.
My racing partner.
lol. moments with this girl have never been boring.
swear to god. We race over everything.

i always win larh of course :D





& on top of that. Nic will be moving as well.
to get this, Singapore.
babi ass. I dont want them to move,
I would Die
like honestly.







the worst is. Mayyi also might move. Singapore too :(
now that is something that I could never possibly handle.

she`s my milk to my cookie,
my nichole to my paris
my key to my heart.

haha whatever larh.
she`s my other half. fullstop.

cannot tahan.
if she moves. I WOULD CRY.
yeah, Don`t really cry infront of public.
But this would be an exception.
dont want larh.
major dont want.



i mean if only hock pin, zhe hou, ben & liann left in the school, tak best larh rite.
The whole gang has to be there.
pshhh. I want peterpan to arrive.


No. I could never handle it.
I would start saving money to buy a house so that ALL of us could go live in there.
but being seperated. OMGsh, i feel like crying already.

too many good memories with people like them.



















im amazingly bored right now.
going through pictures of school.
we`re so cool larh :D


& i have the urge to eat a&w`s at the moment.

yummeyh.








& i also feel like studying at the moment.
Yes ME. :D

but i don`t know how that`s gonna happen?





it was very funny today when me,hockpin,mayyi,liann & ben were sitting at the table & chitchatting.


hock pin broke his pen.
yeah, He`s like edward cullen
he doesn`t realize how much power he has in his body.
He doesn`t know how to control himself.
lol.
so funny larh.

i was disturbing him while he was writing on his book.
& then he started demonstrating to mayyi & liann what i did to him
& he ended up breaking His Friggin PEN.
yeah
how is that possible?
it broke in half.
like how titanic did
haha.




hock pin : EH u know what nirmal just did.?

mayyi & liann : what?

hock pin : tries pushing his pen [ crack sound can be heard ]

me, liann & mayyi : [Laugh like we have never laughed before ]



lol larh.












* my babes *








okayh. Liverpool vs Manchester United this week. Draw prehaps?


Prema`s karangan. Still havent do :(
naooooo

haha, okayh. before anyone gets mad that i changed my blog link.

i just wanna let you guys know. That i informed you people

through my msn personal msg.

so Speacially to Wong Chee Yern, you Cannot, i repeat CANNOT get mad at me

:D

I dunno, i find my link soo me.


accoring to mayyi, her`s should be "whenangelsdecent.blogpsot.com"

nah gal, "whendevilsbreaklose.blogspot.com" sound lagi you




ιіаnn says:
omg.. la u
ιіаnn says:
why keep changing
ιіаnn says:
not fun okay its not a game haha



liann`s reaction.




N iiii: http://whenhellbreakslose.blogspot.com/
__.xoxo.__: LOL!
__.xoxo.__: omg
__.xoxo.__: aahahhaha
__.xoxo.__: stop changing ure url so i dont have to relink u idiot
N iiii: haha
N iiii: pls
N iiii: just this time
N iiii: it sounds me



mayyi`s reaction







N iiii: oh btw, i hv decided. im gonna put http;//whenhellbreakslose.blogspot.com
N iiii: cun or not
Zarry -: lol
N iiii: & eh
N iiii: should i put tht as my blog link or no
N iiii: chun rite
Zarry -: lol
Zarry -: put wat?
- Zarry -: no u shudnt
Zarry -: told u the most suitable title is
Zarry -: hi.im.nirmal.i.suck.blogspot.com


hock pin`s reaction.



bleh





oh yeah im famous

wahtdaya expect? I have all the boyfriends in the world :D









Our open book test ended today. OMG. LIKE FINALEYH.


it`s so sucky. Imagine finishing like 1 hour before the paper ends?

bummer.


so you can do nothing & just sit there or sleep.


or do what i do, "sit, stare at people, talk to hock pin, stare at the wall, sleep, turn back look at mayyi, stare at liann, stare at ben, stare at shira & stare at steph.

yeahp, that`s been the daily routine for the past one week.

& next week we have exams again!
maths & science.

jeez. science=torture.







whippiey ?






I just don`t get science form 3. starting from chapter 6.

major bleh larh i tell ya.
speacially when u only have 34 more days to study.

geography is also a torture.. jeez, even when we can open our books it`s like so confusing.

my book is so colourful with all that hightlighting, it`s burnin my eyes.

bleh.






& Im feeling really emo lately.

mayyi you should know why.

it`s bummer larh.

life`s not fair.

absolutely NOT FAIR.

why are guys such weird creatures.




:(















i have an announcment to make mayyi has just finished blogging.


haha, that`s like a major accomplishment for a girl like her.


i hope she doesn`t murder me tomorrow.




oh btw, Show Off, [ inside joke ] has 1 word. 1 word only.

Go die larh hock pin you don`t need to be my english teacher.












btw, shira doesnt know who lewis hamilton or alonso is?

i mean where can like that wan.???

they are super stars larh dumbo.


she doesnt even know who usain bolt is.

my gosh.!!!

the sports people from this world would be really upset & shocked.



so shocking, i never knew my friends can be like that.

embarrasment :P









oh & federer beat andy murray.

:) or :(

yeah, I don`t know.

it`s okayh dalveer, ben & Prema. Nadal shall return
trust me








"Nirmal : Ben I have met so many more cuter guys then you.

Ben : Pffht....

Mayyi : Ben, I`ve never met anyone worse then you."






powerpack. now that`s what i called styled sarcasm.